so yeah

i think i might do this more instead of xanga. so high school graduation was this weekend. everyone else wrote about it, so i guess i will too. i feel older, blah blah blah, more grown up. i like blogs because they are like my second grade journals, but without the terrible handwriting and silly illustrations. i hope 10 years from now i can still look back at this and think of how silly i was.

anywho, i work 33 hours this week, which is exciting, but i'm still searching for a second job. nobody will hire me since i can't work weekend days. i'm really behind moneywise, especially if i do that internship next summer, and i've been really stressed out about money since school ended. blah blah, it's probably no different for me than it is for you.

yesterday at danielle's party, steve perrine gave me a hug and it was nice. for the first time ever, it made me want to go back and actually talk to people that i didn't know in high school. although i hated it more than anything, i probably could have been a better person. however, i have come to find that the older i get, the less people like me. i'm fine with that, because i'm actually content with the person that i am....mostly, until my next mood swing i guess. i'm pretty sure i need therapy in every way, but mostly for well....everything. i don't think i'll elaborate since nobody probably reads this anyways.

i'm doing this so i can plan my summer wisely
people i must hang out with this summer:
Justin and his crew of sillies (Micah, Jake, Denny, Scott)
Brianna
Marissa
Katie G
Katie and Lisa
Brock
Laruen and Lindsay
The Vans/Mall Crew (Travis, Tom, Anderson, etc.)
someone else i probably forgot about

i am determined to have fun this summer and go to cedar point every week. my goal is to not cry for a whole month...we'll see how that goes. 11 days til vegas!! 2 months til my birthday!