this is how it goes

Dear Betty,
I am sorry if I have done anything to offend you or hurt you or make you want to stop chatting. It's just wierd because we have been friends since grade k until this summer. I understand that people are busy, but there are certain times for certain things, and I guess I wasn't one. I tried, I really did, but it shouldn't take work. That's okay. I guess this is just life after college. Life goes on, Ob-la-di, Ob-la-da. If you don't read this, that's okay. If you do, good. Everyone else will too and that's okay as well. I just don't have your e-mail or anything and I feel guilty every time I even talk to you on the phone. I feel like I'm breaking up with you which is really strange, but I've hardly talked to you all summer anyways. Call me sometime or give me your e-mail or something if you want. But don't if you don't; I understand you're a very busy person. That's all.
Love, Amanda

CT SCAN

Today I had my CT scan because half of my eardrum is gone. After 2 of the same surgeries there is still a problem so now they will have to do something more invasive. They will drill a hole into my bone behind my ear. I will be at the hospital longer, and the doctor said pain will be the same. I'm not sure how that could be because there will be a hole in my bone! I really don't know. All I know is I'm not excited about it. I go back on Friday to talk to him again. Surgery sucks, and I will probably have it next summer right when school ends I'm guessing.

In work news, yesterday I got a raise! WOHOOOOO! I now make more than I ever did at Kroger, which really makes me happy. However, Christmastime still does make me nervous if I stay there. I passed my 90 day prohbation period! Let's celebrate!! Come to my house and we'll party it up!